How long will I love you...

忽然之间

最近 眼泪常不由自主地掉了下来
然后 连自己都不懂该怎样

Erased

I have made a quick move. Deleted those photo that remind me of you.

Time to erase our past.

And it is time to clear my heart.

共同的回忆

“你可以不要一直出现在我们共同的回忆里吗？”

不可以

就是不可以

：）

Yesterday

It seems like yesterday...

I was flipping my journals at work

and you were peeping me right at the corner

绕圈圈

你现在 总围绕着我

在我身边绕圈圈

我可以想象

总有一天 你生活的重心转移到工作时

换着我 围绕着你

在你身边绕圈圈

在那天来临前

我要享受我的特权

You don't have to

You don't have to be smart to impress me. Unless you gonna be real smart, then for sure I'll be impressed.

You don't have to be good looking to attract me. Unless you are real good looking, then for sure my eyes would definitely fallen on you.

You don't have to be rich to secure my life. Yet you gotta be passion, bout your dreams and everything that come ahead.

You don't have to buy me flowers. You don't have to worry about me because I know how to take care of myself.

You just need to be funny and make me laugh whenever I feel like the sky is falling down. And you just need to fasten my seatbelt while you pick me up.

You just need to be spontaneous and caring. And that's all!

Thank You

I wasn't ready when you called me and asking about the sub line. And I was in a very bad mood thus I keep yelling at you. I know this is real bad that I wouldn't forgive myself for doing these shits to you... but I just couldn't stop and cut off the line. I hate myself.

You didn't give up on me. You called me up while I was working and this time you sounded angry and asked me who's the person that bully me. I feel protected but I couldn't tell you how I feel at the moment. I told you I was working and hang up the phone. I am sorry for being mean for everything that I did just now. It recalls me the same condition I was having during my first year Uni as I just get my heart broken. You called and tell me you'll always be there and don't I ever reluctant to tell you if I wasn't alright... You always get me misty-eyed you never know.

And this time you called and talking to me nicely that I wanna thank you for being such understanding. You always be the one that comprehend how I feel whenever I get myself piss off. You always there to calm me down whenever I feel my world has turn into gray. I never try to hide anything from you. Most of the time I thought you would notice or knowing me well. Thus I keep everything inside and hoping you would understand me.

I am sorry. And I love you Mum...

Tempted

Remember the time I started to feel your heart beat?
Perhaps it was the moment that I fallen into you.
Guess I've been tempted by you ever since.

Missed Flight@LCCT Terminal

I missed my flight. And the time you called I couldn't hold my tears and tell you what am I suppose to do at the moment. I don't want to stay for another day and miss you holding me tight. I don't want to... the only thing I wanna do is stay with you. The only thing I wanna do is feel you around me and I'll be safe. And I was so delighted when you're telling me that you gonna pick me up from the airport with Denise Chuah. Although I was worrying at the same time but deep down I indeed extremely delighted. I couldn't blame you much for forcing Denise to accompany you. How could I blame you if someone treated me like you?

You make me real ♥

With Y O U

With you

I think about our wedding.
I think about our dream car.
Our dream house, the decoration, the design, the things that you like.

With you

I think about travel and photo hunting with you.
Think about drawing together during our leisure time.
Think about spending the whole day together with no particular place to go.

With you

I think about the right thing to do when I've make you mad.
I think about those words that I've hurt you.
Think about our past that drew us together.
And I always think about you, fondly.

I remember those days that we've been through.
Those words we said.
And those tears that we dropped together.
I remember your promises.
And I remember mine.

And thank God.
That I got Y O U ♥

You&Me

♥ Midnight at foyer dewan kuliah ♥

June 2009@2010

I am blessed.

Thank you my pet.

You make me real♥

♥Hugzzz♥

祝福你

我说过，若有一天，你放弃了，我才会选择放弃。

但我忘了说，若有一天，我比你还要先放手，不是因为有另一个人的出现，也不是因为你不够好。我的离开，纯粹是因为你不够爱我，不像我那么的爱你，也是因为你心里还住着另外一个她……

感情的事，如果没办法找到平衡点，没办法达成共同的理念、共同的梦想，再多的甜蜜幸福，也只是来日的伤痛。

祝你 幸福快乐

I Never Told You

I thought that by keeping the distance between you and me is the better way to let me get rid of you. Yet I just couldn't stand seeing you dwelling in sadness. And the biggest part of your sadness is because of her. As it always cut me into pieces...

I never told you that I was waiting downstair while I called you. I never told you that I was hesitating to call you, not until I saw your car parked downstair. I never told you, because I care.

Expiry Date

I don't hate you. And I would never hate you. Although I do not like the feeling you've made me feel like I am the one that suddenly walk into your life again and mess up everything.

I never intended to take the first move, you should know about it if you know me true. I do not have to courage to tell someone about my affections unless the person take the very first move. You should have know it... but your words did hurt me that night. Even that I know you do not mean it that way, but it sounds so cruel that I feel like crying out loudly. I have been doing a lot of thinking about us recently. I feel sorry for everything we had, indeed. And I feel sorry for unable to keep you forever... Perhaps you do not care about it at all.

I am going to do whatever that you ask for. That is my only promise to keep from now. Every relationship comes with an expiry date. For the day it comes, I know I don't have to hold the promise and I'll release myself, from your embrace.

You are young. I was wrong.

I tried to sleep. Yet I just couldn't get rid of the worries and stay awake on desk. Then I tried to write something, but my pure mind is full of you, everything of yours. Sad right?

Alex said that this ain't true love, it's just a crush. I started to doubtful about myself. Am I wrong about it? Does it means that I never fall in love? How could somebody tell you that you're not really into that guy after you got your heart broken for the same old person for so long?

I wonder did you really fall into me as well. I wonder why, I wonder how... I wonder how could you get into a new relationship while I still couldn't get rid of you. I don't understand you, indeed. And guess I wouldn't get to understand you...

It's not so easy loving me... You are young. I was wrong.

Guardian Angel

You know I would be here. You know sometimes I would thinking about you still. I wish we weren't so young when we met. Yet I am glad we were young, we pictured it wonderfully and been the pure and true partner for each other.

I am glad that I am still in your heart. I have no doubt when you're telling me this, I mean you're the only one that I would believe in out of all other guys that say the same words to me. Maybe I do not trust in guys. Or maybe I always feel like people are changeable, but not you, not the one that I know for real.

How can you tell the feeling I have towards you? How could it be that we're always falling apart? How dare you asked me the same questions once and once again?

The sad thing is, even I got you the answers, I tried to make things clear, I tried to runaway and turn back to you; we would always be the same. Stuck at the same old place, unable to move forward, unable to start all over again. What's wrong with us?

You'll always there whenever I get my heart broken, and like I said, I'll be missing you if you finally found your love and she is no longer me. You are my guardian angel, the only one.

习惯寂寞

我想 早已经习惯寂寞

所以没办法 让你踏入我的生活

不想 习惯了某个人的陪伴

不小心失去后

要再次用好长好长的时间来调整

内心的容量有限

没办法负荷太多的养分

养分的保存期限过后

留下的都只是 伤痛

Always on My Mind by Elvis Presley

Maybe I didn't treat you
Quite as good as I should have
Maybe I didn't love you
Quite as often as I could have

Little things I should have said & done
I just never took the time
But you were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Maybe I didn't hold you
All those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you
I'm so happy that you're mine
If I made you feel second best
Girl, I'm sorry I was blind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Tell me, tell me that yourSweet love hasn't died
Give me, give me one more chance
To keep you satisfiedSatisfied
Little things I should have said & done
I just never took the time

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind