Estee Lauder Model Search 2009

I am currently working for Estee Lauder Model Search at Queensbay Mall, Penang from 25th until 31st May.

Wondering it is going to be the last part time job that I ever get before I am graduate...

Anyway, feel free to pay me a visit here^^

Taking chances by Celine Dion

Don't know much about your life.
Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.

You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?

Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

And I had my heart beaten down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There's nothing like love to pull you up,
When you're laying down on the floor there.
So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

Don't know much about your life
And I don't know much about your world

Team Hoyt, Rick and Dick

Watch this and this, I was totally mess up after watch the videos and read the story about the pair of father and son.

I salute the father for everything he did for his son and may God bless them always.

Defeated

It is raining out here, in a sudden. I was like spending my whole world upside down in the past few months. Totally have no idea of what I was actually dealing with studies and the passion of live... Even now that I am feeling blue, still.

I have to make sure that I am going to pass the dissertation within 6 months once I registered in the coming July. And I am freaking scared about it since I don't even know what am I supposed to do for the research. That is the weakness part of me that keep holding me backwards and I just couldn't help but falling gradually day by day.

I am not deserved to be here.

I hate to think about it, but I just couldn't quit to think of it, once and once again.

He's Just Not That Into You

I wiped my eyes on the sleeve when there's a scene where Ben Affleck appears in Jennifer Aniston's kitchen helping her while she's in frustration. Another one is when she found the ring from his pant pocket. And I just couldn't stop the tears flowed down my cheeks... I am envy I guess, obviously...

To be frank, this movie is not gonna be my favourite of all time. It did touched me, though.

I am Boring

May 3rd, 2009

It was my last day for two weeks job

So I indulged myself into Starbucks hot mocha

P/S: Thanks Astina for the staff price discount and save me few bucks for bill.

Kiddo & Odd LadY

I told you that I feel like smoking few days back. Vaguely I recalled those words that you said to me before, asking me not to smoke anymore and you are willing to let me bite whenever I wanted to light up a cig. You were not around, and I guess I shall give myself an excuse to make thing real. After few minutes, I leaned back slightly in the chair, and I did nothing. It was crazy, I knew.

You were asking when you started to become such an important person in my life. I said Sometimes, perhaps. You are like an adult keep warning me to watch out every single step of mine. You were asking me not to get late bath every single night, not to speed on bike, asking me to move my butt and get some exercise, to get some social life...and bla bla bla...

I suddenly rely on you a little more, and more. Hesitantly asking you to fetch me home once a while, started to take into account of your words and promises. Like you offered to fetch me home if I have to take public transport, to jog with me, to watch ghost movie, to buy me the pancake that I once craving for, pillow talk and bla bla bla... Frustrated, I knew I am going loco.

I feel like an odd lady in front of you. It is weird. There is the word that hung between us. But I feel safe to share with you. I always do.

Thanks for walk into my life =)

HappY Mother's DaY

Wanted!!! Dead or Alive!!!

Name: Liew Cheng Yan

Address: Somewhere in KL

Nationality: Malaysian

Profession: She claimed to be a freelance translator

Brief of case: Leaving Penang Island

If found or seen may please intimate to Jasmine Sau Ai Na or leave a message here.

My Sweet Song by Toby Lightman

My sweet song

It's been a long time

What'd you come around here for

Cause that old love is gone

And I've since carried on

Thought I was rid of you for sure

Oh my sweet song, you don't sound so

sweet no more

Please don't sing to me

Cause it hurts me to hear the melody that was

Good to me before

Oh my sweet song, you don't sound so

sweet no more

Oh you said love was forever and you told me

love would never

Break my heart, and I believed you as I fell

That's all over, let it go,

You're just a song I used to know

And your fantasy, it don't work for me

Go and pick on someone else

My sweet song

Guess I'm stuck with you

And someday, I'll find the love I'm looking for

Then my sweet, sweet song won't sound so

sad no more

My sweet, sweet song, I'll guess I'll always be yours

Fallen Sick

Fever

Sore throat

Cough

Flu

I am SICK!!!

RealiZeD

If you just realized what I just realized

then we'd be perfect for each other

then we'd never find another

Just realized what I just realized

we'd never have to wonder if

we missed out on each other now

Realized lyric by Colbie Caillat

Once In My LifeTiMe With You

Roof Searching

I am moving back to Hamna (Desa Permai Indah) and still indulging in the lovely surrounding as I missed so much. The owner came yesterday and told me that she intend to sell the unit that I am renting right now. And if she managed to get a buyer and she would let me know one month advanced. For the sakes of our own good, we do not sign any contract and I need not to pay her the one month deposit. Hell ya, means that I am going to be homeless in any unexpected day ahead...

So I was thinking to move out in July or August since my housemate which stay in small room said that he actually applied for hostel and waiting for confirmation. Another two guys in medium room just staying until mid of July for internship.

I found my room is too big and makes me feel empty. I was thinking to ask Den come back and stay with me. But then I couldn't stand if she makes the room looks messy... I was thinking to ask Shin to stay with me. But then I couldn't take the risk to scold her everyday. So I was thinking... Who else that I have? What else that I could do?

Sigh... Then I back to hometown and found that there's finally got 3G at my home. As a result, my maxis broadband works really well and I am posting this to show that it works! Here came the problem, I am thinking to move back hometown and finished my dissertation. Or else I should get hostel as well in next semester... Hmmm...then I can get back Penang whenever I got part-time job or the time when I need to immerse into library.

So...which is better?

Yellow@Tired

Look at the stars,

Look how they shine for you,

And everything you do,

Yeah they were all yellow,

I came along

I wrote a song for you

And all the things you do

And it was called yellow

So then I took my turn

Oh all the things I've done

And it was all yellow

Your skin

Oh yeah your skin and bones

Turn into something beautiful

D'you know you know I love you so

You know I love you so

I swam across

I jumped across for you

Oh all the things you do

Cause you were all yellow

I drew a line

I drew a line for you

Oh what a thing to do

And it was all yellow

Your skin

Oh yeah your skin and bones

Turn into something beautiful

D'you know for you i bleed myself dry

For you i bleed myself dry

Its true look how they shine for you

look how they shine for you

look how they shine for you

look how they shine for you

look how they shine for you

look how they shine

look at the stars look how they shine for you

It keeps playing on my mind whole day long. Nothing to update actually... Tomorrow would be the last day promotion. So I may get home on Monday. Hopefully there is no more changes that come in a sudden. I am indeed tired... Ciao!