Thank You

I wasn't ready when you called me and asking about the sub line. And I was in a very bad mood thus I keep yelling at you. I know this is real bad that I wouldn't forgive myself for doing these shits to you... but I just couldn't stop and cut off the line. I hate myself.

You didn't give up on me. You called me up while I was working and this time you sounded angry and asked me who's the person that bully me. I feel protected but I couldn't tell you how I feel at the moment. I told you I was working and hang up the phone. I am sorry for being mean for everything that I did just now. It recalls me the same condition I was having during my first year Uni as I just get my heart broken. You called and tell me you'll always be there and don't I ever reluctant to tell you if I wasn't alright... You always get me misty-eyed you never know.

And this time you called and talking to me nicely that I wanna thank you for being such understanding. You always be the one that comprehend how I feel whenever I get myself piss off. You always there to calm me down whenever I feel my world has turn into gray. I never try to hide anything from you. Most of the time I thought you would notice or knowing me well. Thus I keep everything inside and hoping you would understand me.

I am sorry. And I love you Mum...