Mocha, Cigarrete, Beer

Kinda unwind having my hot mocha while i was working:) Think i am going to be broke for can't resist it during my working days in Queensbay Mall.

Anyway, i did smoke that night.. but pls dun offer me any cigarrete when you see me.. Just i was craving for nicotine i think.

Lotsa birthday celebration recently, i drank but never get myself drunk. Perhaps we shall plan for a trip to Langkawi in stead of Cameron. Thus, we could get our needs and degenerate ourselves in the beautiful island..

Cry on My Shoulders by Deutschland Sucht Den Superstar

If the hero, never comes to you
If you need someone, you're feeling blue
If you wait for love, and you're alone
If you call your friends, nobody's home
You can rum away, but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life, they are free

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven, where we'll go
If heaven is, a million years away
Oh just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side
I promise you, I'll never hide

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

Dear AO

I thought i wanted to write something for you.
Yet i just realised that my heart is bleeding and i couldn't find any word to express myself...
16th Dec 2008. You are leaving to Hong Kong very soon and i will never see you in two months time. I thought i would be fine. Deep inside my heart i know that i am not.
I was paused when u asked me what might be happened within those two months when you're gone. I was confusing indeed. Then only i realised you afraid that i might be dating someone else...
I don't know whether it is just a crush or i am really falling in love with you. I don't know why this kinda feeling arrived unannounced. I bet you feel the same way...
16th Feb 2009. You promised that you will meet up with me when you back. And i am looking forward the day when you back to this lovely island...

One Step At A Time by Jordin Sparks

[Verse 1]

Hurry up and wait

So close, but so far away

Everything that you've always dreamed of

Close enough for you to taste

But you just can't touch

[Bridge]

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet

Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it

You know you can if you get the chance

In your face and the door keeps slamming

Now you're feeling more and more frustrated

And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

We live and we learn to take

[Chorus]

One step at a time

There's no need to rush

It's like learning to fly

Or falling in love

It's gonna happen when it's

Supposed to happen that we

Find the reasons why One step at a time

[Verse 2]

You believe and you doubt

You're confused, you got it all figured out

Everything that you always wished for

Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours

If they only knew

[Bridge]

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet

Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it

You know you can if you get the chance

In your face and the door keeps slamming

Now you're feeling more and more frustrated

And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

We live and we learn to take

[Chorus]

One step at a time

There's no need to rush

It's like learning to fly

Or falling in love

It's gonna happen when it's

Supposed to happen that we

Find the reasons why

One step at a time

[Verse 3]

When you can't wait any longer

But there's no end in sight

It's the faith that makes you stronger

The only way we get there

Is one step at a time

[Chorus]

Take one step at a time

There's no need to rush

It's like learning to fly

Or falling in love

It's gonna happen when it's

Supposed to happen that we

Find the reasons why

One step at a time

[Chorus]

One step at a time

There's no need to rush

It's like learning to fly

Or falling in love

It's gonna happen when it's

Supposed to happen that we

Find the reasons why

One step at a time

I am lazy to post here. Just in the mood to share this song and dedicate it to my dear Denise. I still thinking of u as well...though i am quite busy for my part time jobs. I didn't do the Japanese revision as you told me so...perhaps i am gonna ruin the exam on this Sunday..

I realised that i couldn't have the passion as i ever hold on before nowadays. I feel like i am living here in this island for the wrong reason and i was doubtful bout my decision everytime i feel like i have been left alone...without my soulmates, buddies, and those who know me true colour. Seemed like everybody have their very own life after graduated. Seemed like people contented their present life and heading to their destiny.. and i am still hanging here doubting bout my future.

A lots of episodes happened after graduate and i couldn't recall which that weakened my belief day by day. I couldn't keep any sense of humour in daily life...especially in my study. I came out of nowhere. And suddenly i have no idea what i wanted to do with my life. All i knew is i keen to be a humanitarian...perhaps a slave of humanitarian...

As i spent my days thinking of these problems that keep tired me out, this song indeed helps me to get through my faintness. I shouldn't have rushing myself for whatsoever that coming ahead.. I will be fine. Just hold my belief then i'll be fine..:)