My WaY

The 1st post of mine in August. Been very bz since i started my articles hunting for BK. Well, did learn lots indeed.. Learnt how to works wit my coursemates and how to use the Nikon D70 DSLR camera..yet i stil got lots need to be learnt. No time to do my Japanese revision, think i'm gonna disappointed my sensei this sem..luciky i din take French language, if not i dunno how to manage my time eventhough i only took 17 unit for this sem. Think the BK oredy occupying most of my time..even no time for me to bek hometown n get any part time job. But i do enjoying it in this way...at least no time for nonsense thinking.

It's my sis bday on 4th Aug, called her and sang the bday song that she used to sing for me last time..lol. Happy Birthday ya sis..^^ Wish ya all da best in life n do strive for ur dreams. Whenever u feel depressed n encounter any hardtime in life, just turn around and i'll be there..^^ dat's a lifelong vow dat i made for u..Thanks for und me eventhough i din tell ya much bout my recent life. Dun worry bout me sis, u do know that u need not worry bout me cos i can switch it bek as usual right? Ask Boy to bek wit ya next time k..i never meet him for ages and miss him so much. Maybe we can hav our shopping trip together at KL when ya bek then he can be our slave..hehe. Think he is adequate in this position..lol.

So long for movie date..yet find no movie dat attract me recently. Looking forward to Perfect Stranger starred by Bruce Willis and Halle Berry..hope dat i would hav time for it. Been isolated myself for so long since i bek from KL, most times i felt sorry to reject my buddies for the offered movie dates, dinners, yam cha and so forth.. I just keen to be alone cos i can feel the emptiness inside my heart even i've been surrounded by ppl. Can't make up my mind to concentrate and can't finish my books until now..keep remind myself dat i stil got an assignment dat needed to pass up on Friday. However found dat no more sources for the reference books when i went to library last week..sigh..

There is sumone dat i never expected had browsing my Blog here.. Thanks ya..I'm sorry if i did troubled u lots. I never blame u for everything dat happened between us and i never untrusting u for every word u'd been said. Just i was perturbed sumtimes..i cannot comprehend wat u reali wan between us and i felt stupid for hoping too much.. We'll be alright eventually..i told u dat u reali a great buddy for me and i reali meant it. I can't foresee our future so lets 4get bout our past.. Yet i wonder would u stil be my buddy after everything dat happened between us.. U told me be4 u gonna be fren wit me no matter wat happen right? I hope u never 4get bout it.. and i'll take all the trifles to heart even though it doesn't matter anymore.

Two more months then i'll finished this sem and move on another part of my life.. Would it remain the same or there's gonna be any changes in the comin days? I wondered sumhow.. Listening to those old songs dat i fond of, then found myself paused in the past.. Havin to carry it throughout my life, reminded myself not to do those mistakes again. It was the pain, humiliation and agony that taught me to mend my way..