Very boring..did nth. Tend to do my articles but start the intro then found no word to continue type. Woke up at 12 sumthing afternoon then get a nap bout 4pm and woke up again at 8pm..tot wanna go MPH at 1st..yet my laziness lead me not to do so..:p
My mom's hp spoilt d..can't call her at all..gonna wait til she get a new 1 then only i'll be able to talk to her. No time to bek hometown cos got lotsa assignments need to pass up after convo week. Got an event need to cover on 24th so can't bek to meet wanyin n lala..sigh..think i fuss so much bout my life.. Yet quite happy when i got A for my news writing assignment..:) However i'll be more happier if Tuan Haji would tell me how i gonna improve my writing skill rather than giv me an A and say nth after all..
A fren of mine struggling of problems between housemates.. Felt glad that i could by her side when she was in need..Wish she'll be okay..Wish dat i may hav much time for her in the comin days..
Received sms from my guardian angel in the mid9 while i was doin my japanese revision couple days ago.. Seems like i reali ready to get myself out of the situation this time. No more tears when i read ur msg, no more grief gulping wit this time.. Perhaps i'm getting tired of our previous rship. Love shudn't be like dat..i reali get tired of waiting anymore. From time to time, we've promise each other never ever look bek yet we always broke it in the end. I meant it this time. I'm trying so hard to set myself free since the day we fall apart. And now i realised dat i oredy get used to the days without u..without ur calls, ur msgs, ur hugs, ur everything. Even no more exhilaration when u said u love me..Time did change something right? It changed my feelings towards u..lotsa memories dat i never wish to let go. Dun ever call me dear, darling or sweetheart.. It seems too heavy for me to continue loving u..
Apparently, i get bek the ordinary life i used to hav be4..just that i seldom take a long walk in campus anymore. Afraid that i might miss out so much memorable things in my final year..I was given the freedom to choose the life dat i gonna live with, and now i need to make sure dat i'm not gonna mar my happiness once again..
Sis said babe learn to walk everyday at home nowadays..miss her so much.. Miss her tender kisses n warmest hugs..miss her smile, the way she called me, the way she acted like a spoiled child around me, the way she try to call my attention on her. I started to wonder bout the day when she grew up.. Would i be the person dat might crossed her mind when she feel like wanna share her happiness or sadness in life?
I just tend to crap to9..lotsa feeling dat retained in my mind.. My housemates asked me to write in Chinese next time cos they lazy to read it in English..lol.. Thanks for hav a browse here.. It's my stories and my life..^^
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