The Hundredth Post of MiNe

So boring..i'm in BK lab right now. Ejane beside me mumbling for her umbrella being stolen.Yee Guan said we all havin a mentally burn-out which mean we all goin loco after we immmerse into BK..she said we're degenerating ourselves this sem since we started our BK press..now Nisah is talking nonsense behind me n trying to molest me..sigh..BK lab is sucks...everything in this sem is suck!!!

Life is miserable but dunno why i tend to raise my smile today..:) I think i'd make a decision when i wake up this morning and everything seem getting well and i love how it flow right now.

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Continue this post after i bek from my class after 3pm. Thought i will stucked myself in Bk Lab til the class at 2pm..chat wit Jack in msn and he offered to fetch me home. Felt thankful cos he's willing to gip me a ride n fetch me bek again to lab after dat. Thanks ya^^

I jz realised it is the hundredth post of mine in frenster blog. And today i did smile a lot in campus..perhaps everything turned to be more clearer after i talk to a fren yesterday, after i considered bout the conversation wit sis dat day..after i asked myself once n once again wat i can do to my present life.

I really love how my life turn to be right now. Cos i think i learned a lot in this sem though the bz life driving me crazy n made me become impatient when communicate wit others. Sorry for those around me.. My buddies, my housemates, my coursemate and even Meilin n Jenny are suffering for my bad n irresponsible attitude and actions..Sorry guys..i always gav myself the excuses of being tension n depressed cos of assignments. Sis was right when she said she can't accept my excuses as i'm not the only person being tension here..so did she as far as i concerned.

I shudn't keep this kinda moody life throughout this sem n let others down..Sorry guys..once again. And dear Denise..love ya still..i know u would understand my feeling right? Sorry for dat day..i jz can't take the feeling for losing once n once again.. Do take care urself when u're being oneself in Japan.. Be stronger n dun waste ur tears til the day i meet u k..Loony, finally i hav the courage to talk to u this morning. I do miss the days we used to hang out together..yet my current life reali driving me crazy.. sorry for everything ya..i love u guy forever n ever..heheh

I'll bek home on this Thursday. Almost 2 months i never bek hometown d. Miss my mom n babe so much.. And temd to meet wanyin be4 she bek to Taiwan. Promised wit her n lala dat we're goin to watch firework and sing-K together on National Day. Suddenly recall the days when i used to hang-out wit my old classmate during every celebration n watched firework together..^^
Stil got 1 more article for Beyond Borders, 2 more articles and 1 more feature writing for BK4. Then 2 more photography assignments for Dr Adnan in the coming two weeks. Thank God that Dr Adnan postponed the deadline for the assignments. I knew i am dwelling a blissful life actually..just i always tend to be in a dejected mood.. Be cheerful..dats wat somebody told me last9. Thanks for those around me n ready to accept who i am no matter how i became n how i'm goin change to be in the comin days..indeed appreciate everything u guys have did for me n ready to by my side eventhough i no longer hav time for u guys nowadays..:)

Dearest sis, i und u care bout me..i und u dunwan me to get any part time job cos u wan me to focus on my study. But sis u hav to und me as i do need some extra expenses for my current life. I need lotsa to cover in magazines, books, outdoor activities for photography session n so on.. Perhaps u would think it's a waste but i really enjoy my life right now though i'm getting bz. I din watch any movie in this sem and i dun even get chance to shop in my current life. Although u might be mad at me for spending so much but trust me i know wat i'm doin right now and wat i'm goin to do.. Sorry for troubled u n made u worry bout me.. I'm just finding my path dat gonna drive me to my dreams. Sorry again for any inconvenience and troubles i've caused for u..

I need not everybody to agree wit me on every actions n moves i've make. I just need those i trusted n cared for to by my side even they knew that i might be falling down n hav my heart broken after all..