Dear =DeN=

I think you're extremely boring since you compared both our total post within this month. Somehow, I choose to empathise your feeling as I know that you miss me so much.

Seems like I should have make a clarification regarding to my sudden disappearance. I never run away from you dear. Just I was away for the minicards distribution just now. And I did think about you while I topping up the cards at g-Hotel. I miss Starbucks hot mocha, I miss Segafredo, and I do miss you, indeed.

As you know, I am still working for the Estee Lauder promotion til 3rd of May. And I have to move to the new house on 1st of May after finished work. At the same time, it is quite bothering me since the small room is yet to rent out...:(

Now we are draw =p BLEK~!

Sincere Apologise

I am such a hardhearted person I guess. If not I wouldn't treat you in this way. Perhaps you're not the only one, but many other guys that I fall into, and fell out of it all of a sudden.

I am such a jerk.

Sorry.

Part-time Job Hunter

I shall thank God for blessing me and giving me endless opportunities to make money. I got this Estee Lauder promotion from 20th April till 3rd of May, then Jess asked me to work for Estee Lauder Model search promoter from 26th-31st May. Another extra bonus is Eve just asked me whether I would like to work in June because Dior going to have a promotion at Gurney. Although it is quite far away from here, but I shall move my butt there since I keen to get the Nikon camera.

I am quite busy recently due to the part-time job and I am going to move out end of month. Well, it've been so long I never get sweat... Let just wait till I settled down myself, then I'll be back...Ciao~

You@Past

I saw you. And I guess you saw me as well.

We don't have any eye contact, didn't raise our smile to each other.

And I think both of us don't have the courage to take the very first step, just to say hello...

Unexpectedness

Just when I thought that it would be the end of the story of mine to grab a nikon D200. Fortunately, I got a call this afternoon while I was on my way home from campus. Estee Lauder promoter from Jusco, Queensbay called me to work for their promotion started from this 20th til 3rd of May. Thanks God..finally I get a job. Thanks Eve my Dior promoter to recommend me for this job. But I have to sacrifice some of my plan... I couldn't get home within this month, couldn't make the getaway with Denise at Parkroyal before she starts to work. Then I have to be well planning as I have to move out end of this month. I yet to get the new room...

Sorry Den, couldn't spent time with you. Feel like you've been leaving me for ages. Feel like we would be falling apart forever...haiz...

I always need compliments to strengthen my self-confidence, to make believe that I capable to do everything come ahead. It was indeed fed up when I got to know the coursework result for Dr Ju's paper and I have to resubmit the proposal for Dr Adnan... Suddenly I felt like I wasn't chosen to be here. Perhaps I've been all the way wrong about myself. But few days back Felicia told me that Prof Zaharom noticed my photocopy of proposal power point slides that left in the conference room before I reached for exam. And what amazed me the most was she told me that Prof saying it was good... At last I gained back some self-assured that makes me feel secure. Oh Lord...thanks for everything that you brings into my life =)

The Prince and Me

As you know, this is my favourite movie of all time. So I was boring, then I watched it again. Hence, it reduced me into tears all over again...

Why can't we just rewind?

Paolo Nutini's Rewind keep playing in my media player so I just simply wrote down the title.

I am lazy to sum up the incidents anymore. No longer in the mood to share those incidents that happened. I finished my final exam but have to resubmit my proposal since there are some corrections to make. I was in a very dejected mood after my last paper on Tuesday noon. I just get to know my overall grade for essay writting and presentation for Dr Ju's paper. And I found that most of my classmate get the higher score than me. *sigh* Although I know I shouldn't blame on others...but I just couldn't help to keep blaming myself for neglected my study due to part-time job. I should have focus on my study... but then I need to give up my goal to get a Nikon D200...It is indeed saddened me...