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内心的不舍久久无法平伏
你走了以后
我该怎么办？

一辈子的孤单·刘若英

我想我会一直孤单

这一辈子都这么孤单

我想我会一直孤单

这样孤单一辈子

天空越蔚蓝越怕抬头看

电影越圆满就越觉得伤感

有越多的时间就越觉得不安

因为我总是孤单过着孤单的日子

喜欢的人不出现

出现的人不喜欢

有的爱犹豫不决

还在想他就离开

想过要将就一点

却发现将就更难

于是我学着乐观

过着孤单的日子

当孤单已经变成一种习惯

习惯到我已经不再去想该怎么办

就算心烦意乱就算没有人作伴

自由和落寞之间怎么换算

我独自走在街上看着天空

找不到答案我没有答案

天空已蔚蓝我会抬头看

电影越圆满就越珍惜伤感

有越多的时间就越习惯不安

因为我总会孤单过着孤单的日子

我想我会一直孤单

我担心自己已经习惯孤单

担心再也不会有心动的感觉

担心有天蓦然回首才发现再也没办法挽回……

Let's start from here by Joanna Wang

Giving up, why should I

I've come too far to forget

We're beautiful, we just got lost

Somewhere along the way

So much was missing when you went away

Let's start from here, lose the past

Change our minds, we don′t need a finish line

Let's take this chance don’t think too deep

Of all those promises we couldn′t seem to keep

I don't care where we go

Let's start from here

Standing here face to face

A finger on your lips

Don't say a word don't make a sound

Silence surrounds us now

Even when you were gone I felt you everywhere

Let' start from here, lose the past

Change our minds, we don′t need a finish line

Let's take this chance don’t think too deep

Of all those promises we couldn′t seem to keep

I don't care where we go

Let's start from here

Let's start from here

I've never been the one to open up

But you've always been the voive within

The only warmth from my cold heart

Let's start from here, lose the past

Change our minds, we don't need a finish line

Let's take this chance don’t think too deep

Of all those promises

Let's start from here, lose the past

Change our minds, we don't need a finish line

Let's take this chance don’t think too deep

Of all those promises we couldn't seem to keep

I don't care where we go

Let's start from here

Let's start from here

Let's start from here

Let's start from here

These are those words that i wish to tell you all the time. But you always puzzled me and made me upset. We could not erase our past. And we could not start all over again. There is a finish line between us.. between you and me.

对不起

我并不想贬低旁人，只是没办法接受每天得过且过的人，没办法接受没有抱负随波逐流的那些人，我没有办法，因为我也只是个凡人。

突然间想起了圣经里的教诲，一直很内疚从自己角度出发作下定论，所以我会面壁思过。

很抱歉那位被我奚落的某人，很抱歉那位和我同班的同学。

对不起。

Squawker i am

I get my butt off the exam chair just now and thinking to have a nap before i go to return my books at library...but yet.. i couldn't sleep still.

Get to meet my idol at school and praised bout him in front my roommate..they said i seem like lovesick.. yes i am..wahahha.. this guy is so intelligent and talented.. unfortunately, he is not available anymore.

Browsing her blog and feel like there is some kinda flirtatious behaviour blossoming around she and a what so-called nerd. Perhaps is not nerd..but whatsoever kanasai person. Sorry i couldn't help myself to judge him. Although i know everyone have their own personality and their gifted talent. I just don't agree with some of his belief and holding in life. What the heck of person that would ruin their studies and acting like they are heroes? I am quite stressing on responsibility all the time. And i don't think this guy is taking serious in his study in stead of wasting time for whatsoever. Moreover, he din really impress me at all in his career or the way he talk. I don't like guy that uncertain bout their future life especially when he already graduate for so long. Plus i don't like guy that keep praising themselves but did nothing to improve their own mistakes. I don't see any passionate and ambitious element in him. So so so, i am prejudice, so what? And perhaps she doesn't mean it. But feel like she is giving some hopes and space of imagination for that guy to enhance their relationship. OMG..what have you done? and i also doubting bout what i have done with this post...T_T

City of God, 2002

So this is the movie that i just watched. This film has been nominated for 4 oscar and what it really attracted me is because of it is based on a true story that happened in Rio de Janeiro, Brazil. There was a housing project built in the 60's and it has became dangerous place where violence lying on in the early 80's.

There is another world that i have never thought of kept playing in the film. I mean it was like far away from us. There is still many people struggled to find their own way to continue move on or get the easier way to accomplish their goal. But in City of God, most people take the opportunity ahead. And since then they think bout their destiny, their faith. Unfortunately, what that waited in front them is the death's calling.

Enjoy this movie if you are fond of true-story film as i do.

The first night of presentation

See the clock?

It's already mid9...we're still in the class...

Ronzi is sleeping since 10 something.

The ever last presenter of the night- Felicia.

I am so frustrating for have to re-do my proposal for tmr night... I don't have much time to figure out a new framework plus so blurring on doing it...

How am i supposed to get the 30 pages done includes the powerpoint presentaion within 24 hours?