PriDe@LoVe

Quite bz since last week. Finally i went out for a story..just pass it up this morning. I din reali work hard on it cos bothered wiv some problems apart from my work. Yet my assistant editor Poh Lin said my story was quite ok since i can tell wat exactly i heard n get from the interview. She said what i need is polish..dat's the only way to be a good story teller..^^ It light up my day d. I always lack of self-confident..and now i know i shud work hard on my English writing. Especially feature writing..i wish sumday my writing would touch sum1, sumwhere, somehow..i wish sumday it could make some changes towards those unfortunate person or those who in need. I wish to do it bcos it's da least i can do, and the best i can do..

'If you would be a real seeker after truth, it is necessary that at least once in your life u doubt, as far as possible, all things.' quoted it from sumwhere else. I doubt bout so many things in life..sumtimes it's good but sumtimes not. We might miss the chances sumhow if we doubt too much..perhaps it's not a neccessary. But it's good to keep doubting..cos it make us more clearer bout our own path, bout ourself. I lead my way..hope i'll attain my goals, my dreams, wateva i tend to pursue in life.

My dearest frens stuggle in their relationship.. Sad cos i can't help but only can be a listener by their side. Love urself first and everything else falls into line.. We could never learn to be brave and patient, if there were only joy in the world. Perhaps the hatred and pain would make us stronger..but i was doubtful who dare to take the devastating feeling all over again. Perhaps the failure could be a blessing in disguise..perhaps.. No matter wat, dun ever hurt or degenerate urself. Cos u gonna hurt those who around u n love u too..included me. The easier thing in the world to be is you. The most difficult thing to be is what other ppl wan u to be. don't let them put u in that position..

Hanging out wiv chimui Joey, Joan, Lin n our best pal Yong Pin at Murni on Friday9. Kee Woon meet us there n have a small chat.. Just realise how old we are eventually.. Recall the days of yore, it's all bout frenship..our frenship. Time flies pretty fast isn't it? sigh.. Went to Zoo Ngr on Saturday morning, we're just like dimmit as last time..lol.. Yes we are..Went to Red Box at Low Yat afterwards. If i could spent my days wiv y'all like this everyday, i dun mind to stay in this faked city..as long as y'all by my side.. Times have changed and so has us, but the basic goodness of our frenship remains..

I look back and i realised i never left u behind..u're virtually never apart from my life even we no longer sharing life together.. U're always there watching over me i know.. and so do i..

Do not let ur pride get over ur love..thanks denise^^