Te BusQuE

Te Busque (feat. Juanes) by NELLY FURTADO
I've been high I've been low
I've been fast I've been slow
I've had nowhere to go
Missed the bus missed the show
I've been down on my luck
I've felt like giving up
My life locked in a trunk
When it hurt way too much
I needed a reason to live
Some love inside me to give
I couldn't rest I had to keep on searching

Te busque de bajo de las piedras y no te-encontre
En la manana fria y en la noche te-busque
Hasta enloquecer
Pero tu llegaste a mi vida como una luz
Sanando las heridas de mi corazon
Haciendo me-sentir vivo otra vez

I've been too sad to speak and too tired to eat
Been too lonely to sing the devil cut off my wings
I've been hurt by my past but I feel the future

In my dreams and it lasts I wake up I'm not sure
I wanted to find the light something just didn't feel right
I needed an answer to end all my searching

I look in the mirror the picture's getting clearer
I wanna be myself but does the world really need her
I ache for this earth I stopped going to church
See God in the trees makes me fall to my knees
My depression keeps building like a cup overfilling
My heart so rigid I keep it in the fridge
It hurts so bad that I can't dry my eyes
Cuz they keep on refillin' with the tears that I cry...

What a sad and depressing song, the spanish part means: I've searched you under the stones but I didn't find you. In the cold morning and at night, I was looking for you until freaking out. But you came into my life like a light you've healed the wounds of my heart. You’ve made me feel alive once more…
Obviously I’m not in the mood recently. Found nothing that may cheer me up…even become slow-witted. Being defeated by those numerous assignments… tend to update blog for so long but always failed to finish it…perhaps I’m not in the mood to do so… got so much things that I wanna talk about but I dunno where to get it start…so hard to find the words to say…
Seems like I’ve risked everything... risk losing everything I got right now. I looked at the screen and I waited for your reply…seems like forever…I finally know how much I’m missing you…I’m so glad that I found you. Perhaps what u said is right…and I’ll try to do as what you told me. I will try…I don’t have the right. What else should I say…nobody knows it...i've been hurt by my past but i feel the future...there is only one happiness in life, to love n be loved.