Terribly Busy

Hello~ I am back!!! Just get the proposal done but I think sure got many changes to make after meet Prof tomorrow. So at the moment I just want to relax myself without being puzzled because of those journals and theories.

Well, Estee Lauder promotion is back and I got the job offers from 14th-20th at Gurney and 22th-29th at Queensbay Mall. Thank God I can save more money for my backpacking plan in November. Somehow, it turns me into a very difficult position where I need to do my proposal presentation on coming Tuesday, Sept 8, 2009. Then I would back hometown few days, come back Penang and started to work til end of month. Then I got a Bangkok trip in end of October (Although Piak and Siang feel like cancel it due to H1N1, I only will make the final decision in Oct), then November I would backpacking wih Eguan til 19th. Everything seem very pack but the most scary part is December would be my viva for dissertation. *sigh* So if u do noticed, I only got one month to do my dissertation and it is definitely impossible for me!!! I have not enough faith in myself right now...gonna screw up the whole dissertation...:(

Although I'm terribly busy. the book that I currently read is The Diary of A Young Girl from Anne Frank. And I bought two books from Popular bookstore last month. Forgot to share it here. Now you may have a look:)

Well, will be back very soon...ciao~

Homesick

Close your eyes, make a wish...

And I will be there :)

御宅族

It'd been four continuous days I never step out my house... believe it or not... Guess if I need not to return the robe for Denise, then perhaps I won't move my ass to the campus later or maybe tomorrow. It keeps raining here in Penang. Spoilt my mood and made me sleepy all day long...(Excuses, but it's true :p)

If you see my post entry within this month then you would realise how lazy I am... Pigging all day long on my bed... Finally get time to watch Heroes season 3 that I'd been long for. So I stayed up whole night to finish it then only I carried myself to bed.

Ohh..forgot to tell. I got my Nikon D90 already. :) I am officially broke now. I know I am a big spender but Den, you better believe it...

Ciao~ (As you know, I feel like sleeping, again...)

燃烧 by 孙楠

当爱 在心中 燃烧

年龄又怎么会有距离

The best part of the week

Well, recently I was busy for some assignments for my dear purple light that far away in UK. Since it may earn some pocket money for both of us, so we just drag ourself into the business. The only problem that she always get mad of me is generally because I always get it done in last minute, and I couldn't make it through this morning... Well, well...I hate deadline. It drives me nervous and panic most of the time.

Below is the email that I sent her this moning and her reply... I know it is stupid. But it made me non-stop laughing each time when I read it. Hoping that it might light up your day somehow =)

From: jasmine_sau@hotmail.com
To: haifenglove@hotmail.com
Subject: help!!!Date: Sun, 16 Aug 2009 03:40:47 +0800

Dear Purple,

As u know that my laziness drives me crazy to9. I only manage to get the survey done by now. Anyhow, there are still some Qs that I did not finish. You may check it n help me to finish it as well. My pure mind is wandering and im totally blank...LOL

Before I coninue to the interview part, I guess I shall get a nap cos my eyelids are heavy and it drag me to bed...;p

by the time the dawn is calling, I guess u shall kill me instead... but I know u couldn't make it as we are far away from each other. So either of us commit suside long before we meet each other. Or we shall wait til the day we meet and kill one another...CIAO~

Love from SonaK


From: Haifenglove Tan (haifenglove@hotmail.com)
Sent: Sunday, 16 Aug, 2009 7: 28 AM
To: jasmine_sau@hotmail.com

KNN U!!!!
I told the person I gonna send her the interview part by TOMOLO.
死都要给我死出来！！！！不然我自杀！！！！
而且，我觉得survey他也有很多东西要改，因为没做得很好。

p/s 1:刚才工作左眼一直跳，就知道有不好的事情，也大概知道你会做不完！！

p/s 2:明天我会工作一整天，应该都不会在家。有什么事给我发简讯！
+4407920511xxx （我不想看到你的简讯！不要有事！！）

但是，明天你一定要做好！
不然，双亡！

陈诗韵 上。

Memories

I thought that I wouldn't update anything about my recent life because it is so bored except that I spent a lot of money due to the PC fair and mega sales... I get a new HP printer, just to make my eyes more comfort without getting pain staring at the screen for those journals that I never have enough time to get it done. Then by next week I shall get my Nikon D90 that cost me RM4050 in total. And last but no least, I spent a lot during the mega sales, what excited me the most was I grabbed myself 4 pairs of converse within 2 months. And the God damn red color finally added into the list.*wink* Since then I got 10 pairs of converse collection and I promise that It would getting more and more in the coming days:)

I finally bought The Diary of A Young Girl from MPH bookstore. I am hardly got time for reading these few weeks, I mean those except journals that I'd been forced to read.

Walked into Body Shop to buy my favourite Satsuma shower gel. And I saw the Jasmin fragrance that I used to smell when I met you. I sprayed it on my sleeve, then I recalled the day in Gurney Starbucks, just you and me...and the memories that we left for each other. I can't help myself most of the time. It keeps rewinding every single thing between us. I couldn't forget every single word that you used to say, and I couldn't forget how your eyes fell on me... as it tempted me until now.

Thank for my guardian angel... I never expect that you would text me in this early morning. And I reali grateful that you care about me still. Can you imagine how vulnerable I am ? I do know that I love to make assumptions and get to the final decision. But as I said, I wanna picture my future with someone for life, not just a temporary relationship. It tired me out sometimes...

My dearest friend, sinking herself into a complicated relationship recently. And I can feel that she never tend to walk out of it in this very moment. I wish she knows what's better for her in future. I wish she mulls over every words that I'd been said to her...

The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore by James Morrison

I've been twisting and turning,
In a space that's too small.
I've been drawing the line and watching it fall,
You've been closing me in, closing the space in my heart.
Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart.

Chorus
Well I can't explain why it's not enough, Cause I gave it all to you.
And if you leave me now, oh just leave me now.
It's the better thing to do,
It's time to surrender,
It's been to long pretending.
Theres no use in trying,
When the pieces don't fit anymore, Pieces don't fit here anymore.

You pulled me under,
If I had to give in.
Such a beautiful myth,
That's breaking my skin.
Well I'll hide all the bruises,
I'll hide all the damage that's done.
But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone.

(Chorus)

Ooh don't missunderstand,
How I feel.
Cause I've tried, yes I've tried.
But still I don't know why, no I don't know why.
III dont know why...... whyyyyyyyy!

(Chorus)