Not Myself

I don't feel like myself anymore. I reckon I am trying to forget who I used to be. I mean if you do know me really well, I suppose you know there are some beliefs that I hold firmly in life. Time flies, and as I am getting older and older, those beliefs seem to be false in some sense.

I am really not liking myself right now. But I don't feel like going back to the past.

Feel like I've given up.