一了百了@Charlotte Bronte

一辈子两个人在一起
你说要加个或许
不是你不喜欢甜言和蜜语
只是你比较实际
两个人一辈子不分离
你问我好在哪里
不是你不期待永恒的恋曲
你说最美的爱情叫做回应
为何连分手都不跟我争吵
撂下一句话就想逃跑
让我爱难平恨难消情难灭梦难了心难过
你却放手一了百了
离开我你说是为了我好
可知道这句话伤人不少
就算忘不了没有大不了
反正一切都不再重要
我的心既然你全都不了
何必再继续让彼此困扰
斩断纠缠的爱
从今就一了百了
Special dedication to my best pal Yong Pin n dearest chimui Joey..^^Our theme song at Redbox in July as three of us having the same sadness encountered yet the other three indulge in their sweet rship life. Miss the days dat spent wit y'all..sigh..kinda frustrated after bek pg. Wish u all would by my side all the time eventhough i realise it's impossible..

If the most beautiful part in love is those memories dat'd been built together, then i rather i dun hav a good memory. Just to wish dat u're just a stranger dat happening to pass by my life..Mei Lin said i seem depressed everytime she met since this new semester. Think i reali been in a dejected mood recently..life is miserable. Convincing myself to bed at 4 or 5 morning everyday latterly and wake myself up at almost 12 sumthing afernoon...gained 5 kg within 2 months and can't stop myself to keep out of food until now. I'm torturing myself obviously..

I warned u not to walk in my life but then i let u in eventually.. Hence put myself in hell since the day u walk away.. I longed for u to just giv me the answer, but u pretend nth and left all the wonders behind. It doesn't matter anymore..cos i'm oredy torn into pieces..cos i'm the person who turned u down in the beginning. I wonder would u think bout me while i'm thinking bout u right now? I wonder would u giv me ur big warm hug if i seeing u once again..i wonder why..u left me dat answer in msn.. We'd been too close, yet too far from now..Perhaps i'm jz too far from where u are..Sorry cos i can't giv u any promise when u asked me..i just realise it's the way u wish to see me in the coming days, the way u asked me to be with ya. Do i ever crossed ur mind since the day we fall apart..

...no young lady shud fall in love till the offer has been made, accepted-the marriage ceremony performed n the 1st half year of wedded life has passed away- a woman may then begin to love but wiv great precaution-very coolly-very moderately-very rationally-If she ever loves so much dat a harsh word or a cold look from her husband cuts her to da heart-she is a fool...by Charlotte Bronte

I reminded myself of Bronte's advice..i'm such a fool...